I feel better now that your heart is on my bulletin board
"us," "you zeus, you" and "it's about dating" are all just an eye-flick away
my companions in your absence
my reminders of my higher purpose
my promise to you
Friday, October 30, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
DDB Chronicles: Part 9
Where did my protector go? The one who always made it better? Where did my dance partner go? The one who always made it crazier? Where did my best friend go? The one who knew all my secrets?
DDB Chronicles: Part 7
This misery has no bounds, no form and no promise of dissipation. I wish I was you.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
DDB Chronicles: Part 6
i don't want to feel this way anymore! my romantic visions are hollow. and the energy expended so futile. what kind of adaptation is this? to mourn the lost with such vehemence? you're not coming back. but your breath makes it seem possible. can i will you dead in my mind? can i re-route the circuitry? fortified walls instead of open meadows. bones and dust instead of your warm blood.
Friday, October 2, 2009
DDB Chronicles: Part 5
I remember mornings most, in our kitchen.
The quality of light was always so superb!
You were always topless and vulnerable on those mornings.
Those mornings, I loved you most.
The quality of light was always so superb!
You were always topless and vulnerable on those mornings.
Those mornings, I loved you most.
DDB Chronicles: Part 4
Do you remember that time I was disconsolate in the rain? I'd been on your stoop for at least four hours, chain-smoking, waiting, desperate for you to come home. It was shortly after the elections, if I recall.
When I finally saw your truck, after the hundreds that had passed by before, I was overjoyed. And you were overjoyed!
You held me tight and promised it would be OK.
And it was!
When I finally saw your truck, after the hundreds that had passed by before, I was overjoyed. And you were overjoyed!
You held me tight and promised it would be OK.
And it was!
DDB Chronicles: Part 3
Shh! This is a secret!
Everyday I talk to people way more rational than you. They're lawyers for Christ's sake. In you, I wasn't looking for rationality so much as soul-sustenance. Do you know what that is? That's when you put your brain away for a while and just feel. We felt pretty good.
Everyday I talk to people way more rational than you. They're lawyers for Christ's sake. In you, I wasn't looking for rationality so much as soul-sustenance. Do you know what that is? That's when you put your brain away for a while and just feel. We felt pretty good.
DDB Chronicles: Part 2
Do you remember our first kiss? Of course you do! It was fucking epic! You walked me home to Fuller Street and you were ready to say goodnight like a couple times before. But this time was different. There was a current in the air. And you went for it! Bless your heart, you went for it! You connected the two electrodes and I just stood there dumb-founded. This type of shit doesn't happen every day. Your upper lip enveloped my lower lip, there was the slightest essence of your tongue . . . And I was mesmerized, dumbfounded. I walked to the elevator and I shook. I shook all the way up to my apartment, grinning. Smiling the biggest smile I'd smiled in a while. And that's just how love happens.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
DDB Chronicles: Part 1
Do you ever wander around this busted city looking for me? In and out of coffeehouses, circling fountains? What about walking up and down my street, stopping to stare in dumb disbelief at my truck? Remembering how we'd embark to almost wherever with DC's finest hip-hop and R&B as our only blessed soundtrack? Fuck yeah I'll lick you like a lollipop.
The best were our trips to Chincoteague, no? Hopping from dune to dune before catapulting into the sea. Foam whipped up, big doe eyes, seafood feast, ice-cream, whipped cream, sex and sleep -- no bad dreams, just heavenly peace.
You say you're rational but this just makes no sense.
The best were our trips to Chincoteague, no? Hopping from dune to dune before catapulting into the sea. Foam whipped up, big doe eyes, seafood feast, ice-cream, whipped cream, sex and sleep -- no bad dreams, just heavenly peace.
You say you're rational but this just makes no sense.
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